If you feel a sadness, I feel more sorrow

Sunday, October 17th 2010
I've never known and understood before.
When you found someone that really important to you, and you love him/her so much. One thing that you really care about is his/her happiness.
That's what I feel now.
I will give everything to make him smile. Even if his smile is not for me. I don't care.
I saw his sadness. And unexpectedly, he was crying. I didn't know why. And I didn't know what should I done.
I really wanted to grabbed his hands and said "Please don't cry. The worst thing in my life is when I see your tears and I will feel more pain and hurt than you. And I hate myself when I see you hurt."
But what I've done was just looking at him and crying. I didn't have a braveness.
He didn't see me cry. 'Cause he was crying too (maybe) and closed his face with his hands.
I really feel hurt. And the memory about his tears will be haunting me for a days next.