Wednesday, October 13th 2010
People said 13 is bad luck number. I don't think so..
Maybe I do have a bad experience in date of 13th. When I break up with him. My first love. I've never felt that kind of hurt in my life before.
But I also have a good side abaout 13th date.
Last year, when I haven't met him for a long time, I met him. And we are hang out together. Thing that we would never done when we were a couple long time ago. And he treated me just like I was his girlfriend. I was really happy. He grabbed my hands, watching movie together, and things. People who looked at us maybe think we were a really couple.
And today...
The same date and month just like last year.
But different situation.
Actually, It was just a simple thing.
Yesterday, when He picked me home from my our college, I said to him, "You hair is too long. why don't you cut ot off?" he said, "Aah,, That's not a big deal."
But, when I saw him today, He cut his hair. Gosh!!
I never expect that! And he said, "See? I cut off my Hair. Now, It is not too long, right?"
"Sweet." I said.
But I'm really happy!! At least, He considered my opinion! See? It's easy to make me happy!
Minggu, 17 Oktober 2010
If you feel a sadness, I feel more sorrow
Sunday, October 17th 2010
I've never known and understood before.
When you found someone that really important to you, and you love him/her so much. One thing that you really care about is his/her happiness.
That's what I feel now.
I will give everything to make him smile. Even if his smile is not for me. I don't care.
I saw his sadness. And unexpectedly, he was crying. I didn't know why. And I didn't know what should I done.
I really wanted to grabbed his hands and said "Please don't cry. The worst thing in my life is when I see your tears and I will feel more pain and hurt than you. And I hate myself when I see you hurt."
But what I've done was just looking at him and crying. I didn't have a braveness.
He didn't see me cry. 'Cause he was crying too (maybe) and closed his face with his hands.
I really feel hurt. And the memory about his tears will be haunting me for a days next.
I've never known and understood before.
When you found someone that really important to you, and you love him/her so much. One thing that you really care about is his/her happiness.
That's what I feel now.
I will give everything to make him smile. Even if his smile is not for me. I don't care.
I saw his sadness. And unexpectedly, he was crying. I didn't know why. And I didn't know what should I done.
I really wanted to grabbed his hands and said "Please don't cry. The worst thing in my life is when I see your tears and I will feel more pain and hurt than you. And I hate myself when I see you hurt."
But what I've done was just looking at him and crying. I didn't have a braveness.
He didn't see me cry. 'Cause he was crying too (maybe) and closed his face with his hands.
I really feel hurt. And the memory about his tears will be haunting me for a days next.
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